January 2012
1 post
Starting Over
Have you ever reread stuff you’ve written and thought, “I thought of that?” or “I wrote that?” I was rereading some of the blogs I’d written on here years ago and one thing stuck out to me. It was exactly what I needed to read and it was almost as if I’d written it to myself knowing I’d need it in the future. Here’s what I had written…
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A New Beginning
Wow it has been a long time since I’ve written on here but it is definitely something to do when one is up at 1 am. It is crazy to think how fast 2010 has just passed us by and now a new year and is upon us. This year has been filled with joy and filled with pain, but in the midst of it all God prevailed.
I’ve never had a year or even a semester as rocky as the one I just had. But...
March 2010
1 post
"Yahweh" Tal & Acacia
I heard this song the other day on the radio and it really spoke to me. Its been a rough couple of weeks and luckily the end of the semester is in sight but its definitely going to still be long. All I need right now is Yahweh as I continue to breathe, pray, trust and smile in Him.
Lord, help me to focus on you…to never lose sight of the prize and to always be blessed to follow you. Help me...
December 2009
1 post
Once again...
I did it again…the one thing I didn’t want to do I did. Why is it that I push away the people that I care about most? I don’t understand it one bit. I guess in my fit of frustration I snapped and thinking it would help me, it just made things worse. I said, “leave me alone” but in girl language that means, “don’t let me push you away…pull me out of...
November 2009
1 post
Tired of the Pain...
Lord-
I come to you tonight in tears and on my knees as I am in pain once again. Lord, you know the struggle I’ve had with this kidney stone these past 2 some weeks and I pray that you will place your hands of protection and healing on my life as I try to be as strong as I can to endure the pain. You are stronger than any other and I know that you are in control. But Lord, please, let me...
October 2009
1 post
I really should be doing homework...
Tonight has been an interesting night…not because there was a lot going on, but more so just kind of feeling helpless. Have you ever been in a situation where you have friends that are going through so much that you just wish you could drop everything and help them? But the reality of the matter is, there isn’t anything you can do for multiple reasons…either a) you are hundreds,...
September 2009
1 post
Taking a step back and breathing...
Wow…a lot of emotions have gone on since about 9:30 last night until this very moment. Just when I feel on top of the world, I go and do something and feel like I’m in the lowest point I ever could be. Sigh…why God? Why? I went to work last night really not wanting to go…I knew I’d be fine once I got to work it was just the fact that I had to face going to work and...
August 2009
2 posts
Thoughts for Today
It has been quite some time since I last blogged on here and today just felt like the right time to do it. I had every intention of going to church this morning but the overwhelming fatigue and soreness from my volleyball challenge with work yesterday just pushed me over the edge. So rather than going to church, I had my own time with God…which may times, is much more powerful and focused.
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I sure hope tonight goes better than I have a feeling it will :( Confused about lots of things…needing God’s guidance and love.
July 2009
10 posts
Best Weekend Ever! :D
What a great weekend it was spending time with my boyfriend Angelo! I love him so much and am truly blessed to have him in my life! God knows exactly who to put in our lives to make us truly happy! YAY! I’ll explain more about the weekend later!:)
New Day
I’ve posted a link and the lyrics to my new favorite song. I tried to post the song but for some reason it was too large ugh the video for this is kinda plain but the song is awesome!:) So if you ever need a pick-me-up or you just want a song that’s upbeat then listen to this one. Its called “New Day” by Robbie Seay Band
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Beauty
Another late night for me…its 3:34 am and I’m wide awake…I don’t mind it though. It is simply peaceful. At this wee hour of the morning, I can sit and think. To ponder about the day that I just had, and to think of the day I’ll have tomorrow. So many thoughts are going through my head but one remains far greater than any other…and that is God’s voice...
For a good friend of mine…and for those who...
Needing to Breathe
God-
I feel so distant from you right now. I’ve done everything I thought I should be doing but I’ve realized that that isn’t what you want. I know the only reason why I’m so emotional is simply because you and I aren’t close like we have been. I’ve looked to other people for happiness and although some have been able to accomplish that, I need to be filled...
“Breathe….pray….trust….smile…” - Me”
Rollercoaster of Emotions
Have you ever had one of those days where you just don’t care? The day may start off great but then once you go through the day, you just don’t care? Or you just kinda question things and hope for an answer but there doesn’t seem to be one.
Today started off awesome…I worked last night but overall it went fast and don’t get me wrong, I was glad to be done, but at 7...
Searching
Emotions…they can be good and bad, helpful and hurtful, confusing and exciting…just depends
A good friend of mine has seen me go through a lot of these and it was his suggestion that I start a blog. I’ve always journaled but it sure has been a while when I just write down my feelings. So many times when I take the time to journal I try to catch up with whatever the last thing...